Mauao

-the time about 1997

-I was living at a Support Home Sunrise Trust

-one night I thought God might have been displeased with me. Maybe with my record

-and said Get out

-like just leave now

-I left like running away

-all I took was a Trading Card. Of the comical clone version of Superboy

-but I still don't know why I took it

-I didn't tell the Staff I had left

-I walked all the way to downtown Tauranga. To the Bridge and then over that to the next town Mount Maunganui

-when by now I struggle to walk often at all. And I could never make a block without support

-at the Toll Bridge I left the Trading Card in it's slot and crossed over

-on the other side of the Harbor was Sulpher Point

-I meant to go to the base of the small mountain Mauao

-but went down one Street too soon just over the Bridge

-I wound up in a Dock of tree trunks

-I thought I might have heard a siren so for a moment hid among them

-Matt Murdock / Daredevil Marvel Comics 'The Man without Fear'. My name Matthew Ager. I think I might have for a while been Daredevil. Including baton powers. Devil. Matt Murdock like I hid in tree trunks at a Dock

-I continued to the base of Mauao 

-again because of almost voices. At a Pier at the base

-I threw my calculator watch

-like Hal Jordan / Heaven. DC Comics 'The Man without Fear'. He was a Green Lantern with space corps ring powers. Their home world 'OA' as in 'MAUAO'. He was a Test Pilot. Like I threw the watch over Pilot Bay Pier. There were '3600' Green Lanterns like the calculator watch

-the next morning I was still there. At the picturesque Marine Parade as the sun came up

-I went to the Mount Public Library to ask a person to call my Support Home to come and get me

-a female Librarian was reading to young children

-I burst in to tears

-the Manager of my Support Home said I needed to call a Taxi. That I thought maybe was tough

-somehow the Taxi ride back to Tauranga was paid for

-almost all the above balances

-today I had bought for me a Mobility Walker